February 09, 2010
“GUARD YOUR
HEART. LEAD YOUR HEART”
(A
remembrance from my writings in my 2nd journal)
Surely
Lord that my heart is the weakest… I am way too easily please. Good thing You
have provided me with wisdom. As Pastora Gay once said “feelings not guided by wisdom is dangerous.’
When
I struggle Lord over what my head is telling against my heart Lord…My heart is
telling me “it’s alright, it feels good..” the desire to be loved, to be cared.
But
my mind tells me “surely, you know what is right from what is wrong, and you
know that it is not right, you know that somebody’s going to be hurt just
because of your selfish desire. You know all along what it is to be done.”
Surely,
I know the right thing, and the right thing is always the hardest thing, lalo
na’t involve ang puso mo…
Lord
I like him… matagal na… and it was just not right.. I know…
Sometimes
I blame the situation (whereas I should
really be blaming myself!) when we got really close, and I fell for that
Lord…
The
natural desire to be loved, to be cared.. to feel you are worth the attention,
the sweet appreciation…
It
could have been “mutual feelings” could have. But I could not afford it.. it’s
not worth the wait! I’ve been waiting for many years and it is foolish to give
my heart while somebody cries (and that
somebody would be me in the end!)…
The
key is in Your hands Father, open up my heart only and only if the RIGHT ONE
comes along, at Your appointed and RIGHT TIME.
And
right now is not the right time Father
Teach
me to wait patiently.. to wait truthfully for that someone who would give his
heart to me and me alone.
SOMEONE
Someone…
Who would give his love with all
that he is
Someone…
Who would give his heart for me and
me alone
Someone…
Who would look me in the eye and
tells me I’m the only one for him
Someone…
Who would treasure my love until
the rest of his days and for eternity
Someone…
Who would lead and guide me into
knowing You more
Someone…
Who knows what is a woman’s worth
Someone…
Who would really care
Someone…
Who would laugh and cry with me
Someone…
Who would be there through ups and
downs
Someone…
Who won’t say goodbye
Someone…
Who would commit himself to
“forever” and not just for a “moment”
Someone…
Who could be truthful and faithful
Someone…
Who would also lead and need me
Someone…
Who has the capacity to love more
than he loves me
Someone…
Who’s inlove with His Saviour
Someone…
Who could be a servant
Someone…
Who would guard my heart and guide
my heart and lead my heart
Someone…
Who has great smiles for everyone
Someone…
Who is strong and yet knows his
weaknesses
Someone…
Who loves my Lord too, or loves HIM
MORE
Someone…
Who loves to worship and praise my
God
Someone…
Who would be a loving Father, and a good provider
Someone…
Who has great hopes and dreams
Someone…
Who is kind and gentle and honest
in every way possible
Someone…
Who is not perfect but tries to…
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