October 07, 2010
"The growth of all living green things
wonderfully represents the process of receiving and relinquishing, gaining and
losing, living and dying. The seed falls into the ground, dies as the new shoot
springs up. There must be a splitting and breaking in order for a bud to form.
The calyx lets go of the flower. The petals must curl up and die in order for
the fruit to form. The fruit falls, splits, relinquishes the seed. The seed
falls into the ground....
There is no ongoing spiritual life without this
process of letting go. At the precise point where we refuse, growth stops. If we hold tightly to anything given to us,
unwilling to let it go when the time comes to let it go or unwilling to allow
it to be used as the Giver means it to be used, we stunt the growth of the soul.
It is easy to make a mistake here. 'If God gave it
to me,' we say, 'it's mine. I can do what I want with it.' No. The truth is it
is ours to thank Him for and ours to offer back to Him, ours to relinquish,
ours to lose, ours to let go of - if we want to find our true selves, if we
want real Life, if our hearts are set on glory.
Think of the self that God has given as an acorn. It
is a marvelous little thing, a perfect shape, perfectly designed for its
purpose, perfectly functional. Think of the grand glory of an oak tree. God's
intention when He made the acorn was the oak tree. His intention for us is
'...the measure of the statue of the fullness of Christ.' Many deaths must go
into reaching that measure, many letting-goes. When you look at the oak tree
you do not feel the 'loss' of the acorn is a very great loss. The more you
perceive God's purpose in your life, the less terrible the losses seem.
We are being asked to trust, to leave the planning
to God. God’s ultimate plan was far beyond our imaginings as the oak tree is
from the acorn’s imaginings. The acorn does what it was made to be, without
pestering its Maker with questions about when and how and why. We who have been
given an intelligence and a will and a whole range of wants that can be set
against the divine Pattern for Good are asked to BELIEVE HIM. We are given the
chance to TRUST HIM when He says to us.. :if
any of you will let himself be lost for my sake, he will find his true self.”
When will we find it? We ask. The answer is TRUST
ME.
How will we fins it? The answer again is, TRUST ME.
Why must I let myself be lost? We persist. The
answer is, Look at the acorn and TRUST ME.
-Elisabeth Elliot (Passion and Purity)
