19 June 2016
My Everdearest Lex,
Happy 29th birthday and Happy 3rd Anniversary sa
ating dalawa.!
I can still remember kung paano mong nakuha ang
"OO" ko, 3 years ago. I never wanted to say yes on your birthday,
kasi I believed memories or days should be celebrated separately. But it is
God's grace na maging tayo on your
birthday. As King Solomon said, "Many are the plans in a person's
heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails." Proverbs 19:21.
So yes, it is God's plan and His amazing grace that we are celebrating today
two special moments. Biro mo, isang gift na lang ang bibigay ko sayo? Laking
tipid nun ha! (^_________________^)
So, what should I say to you on this special day bukod sa greetings? I had
been thinking for weeks kung ano ba ang magandang ihanda for you. Collage? (given na un) Poem? (last year na un) Surprise Gift?
(wala pa kong sahod e) and ngayon ngang birthday mo na, wala akong
naihanda. Bukod sa etong simpleng sulat ko sa yo na mababasa mo na lang sa
BIBER.
So tutsky, pagpasensyahan mo na kung LOVELETTER
muna (bawi ka na lang pag-uwi ko hehehe)
We've been together for a year and 2 months, and
apart for a year and 9 months. So, mas matagal tayong magkahiwalay kesa
magkasama... But, it is by God's grace alone kung bakit TAYO pa rin. Long
Distance Relationship ay mahirap. It takes a lot of patience, of trust, of
understanding in order for us to survive. I have my ups and downs, my lonely
nights and sad days, when I think of how far I am with you, with my family and
friends. At least my technology, so we can chat and call and see each other.
Though sometimes, kulang pa rin (or maybe sa akin lang). Sometimes, I long to
see you more, at mahirap dahil umaga jan (work mode ka na), gabi pa sakin (tulo lway mode). Pag work mode naman
ako, pagod ka na and you have to take your rest. So... it is in those little
times, and pasingit-singit na kamusta mode, kwento mode sa Biber, are reminders
that SOMEONE IS WAITING. It is in
these little times, that we are reminded that we are loved, we are cared.
For those months that we've survived and until
now we continue to hold on to that promise to "WAIT FOR ME AS I WAIT FOR YOU"
I love you Lex and everyday of my life is a life
of thanksgiving to God for giving me YOU.
I will always thank God for you... for your
Love, for your Understanding, for your big heart, for all your hard work (para makaipon at may pambayad
^_____________^).
Ilang buwan na lang and we will be together
again and a year from now, WALA NG
IWANAN.
Enjoy your day tutsky ko! Know that I am always
praying for you, and for the both of us.
I miss you more than you could imagine.
Loving you always,
Joh